What matters?

I have been inclined to think since morning today that what actually matters?  I had some communication with my parents in the morning today and I was a bit shocked listening to a few sentences.  It really matters for me what my parents think about me and it really hurts when I come to know that their thinking is not the right one.

I know this is a wrong perception.  All it should matter is what I think about myself.  I know being selfish and self-centered are two different things.  But right now, I am really hurt.

Looking at the lack of confidence of my parents in me and their doubtful thinking about my future has really hurt me.

God.. I need the best out of this situation.  Please.. please.. please.. there has to be some way out!

Close to Perfect Day!

I am really happy for the beginning of this day.  The day is a sort of perfect or say "my ideal" day.

I had proper sleep, meditation, exercise, breakfast and still a lot of time!!  I love myself when I am capable of managing like this.

I would wish I can manage future days happily too.

I am not sure what is coming up for the rest of the day.  But looking at the beginning, it sure sounds wonderful!

Wisdom and Intelligence triumph over Fear and Doubt

This is one of the statements that I had in my I-Ching today.

When wisdom and intelligence triumph over fear and doubt then danger is avoided and the situation will resume powerful development. Let this be a lesson (I-Ching)

I found this particular statement relate me the best in t his situation and so I posted this as my status on Facebook.  The sentence has made me think so much that I have started writing a post on this too.

I have experienced this triumph lately and believe me this is just a great feeling.  Something that really makes you on top of the situation and just calm.  There is a lot of chaos and uncertainty around  me at the moment.  I can see people troubled because of various reasons (some of them blamed on me too!).  But for me, at the moment, there is no trouble because of this victory.

I wish everybody gets a chance to experience this at least once in their lives.